Let me just start out by saying that it has been one LONG month.
LOOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGG.
While I can’t go into further detail due to persons/circumstances beyond my control… you get the idea.
You may also have had the idea that I would never again write on this blog. Alas, you would mistaken.
Hopefully you’re happy that I’m back. 🙂
I do have some pretty huge news to share, news definitely worthy of breaking the ol’ bloggy fast I’ve been on as of late.
Are you as excited as I am???
We still have a few things to wrap up, but our home study has been approved and as of today…
WE ARE ON THE LIST!!!
(insert happy dance here)
Now settle down and settle in for a nice long wait, because… (drum roll)… we are number:
on the infant girl list. 🙂
Disclaimer: That doesn’t necessarily mean that we must wait until 63 baby girls come through the orphanages with which our agency works. Many families are on multiple lists (infant girl, infant boy, toddler girl, toddler boy, siblings), and the infant girl list is the longest of those lists; therefore, lots of families accept referrals off other lists and are removed from the infant girl list at the same time. So while we really have no idea how long we’ll be waiting, we’re optimistically expecting to receive the referral for our daughter (daughter!!!) about a year from now.
All good things come in God’s perfect timing… so while we wait, we trust that:
He knows our daughter.
He knows her first mother.
He knows the difficult path that will lead her mother to an excruciating choice.
He knows her broken heart.
He knows the orphanage to which she will be brought.
He knows the day she will arrive.
And He knows the day she will be available for adoption.
The day #64 becomes #1.
And until that day, we will trust in His sovereignty. We will pray continuously that He will hold her and her first momma in His loving, merciful hands. We will pray for the remaining funds (all $20K of them) to be provided, and quickly, so that when we do receive our referral we can move forward immediately. Please join with us in those prayers.
And break our hearts, Lord, for what breaks yours.
Baby girl, Mommy and Daddy love you already… and we anxiously await the day when you’ll come into our family forever!
UPDATE (8/10): We’re actually #62 for an infant girl… our agency hadn’t updated the lists after all the movement last week. Ya hoo!!! 🙂
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